guess wad happened ydae nite? or rather todae morning? i dreamt!! well its nort a big deal tt i dreamt bud de greatgreatgreat thing is tt i dreamt of ENERGY!! haha act only toro and shuwei. dreamt tt both of em left energy so dey r goin solo. how scary is tt. so apparently when sch ended me and shu heard of some free tics to some energy huo dong or somethin. bud we were halfwae watching a movie and decided to rush dere fer no particular reason. haha i noe its wierd bud somehow it jus happened. so when we gort dere de huo dong was halfwae on. wheee gues wad i saw toro and shuwei!! woohoo. bud its wierd cos beside em dere r lyke 4 or 5 peeps sitting facing backwards. wonder if its de rest of de members. people alwaes sae tt dreams are the opposite of reality. hope its really true cos if it is energy wun haf to split! haha energy madneess. alrite so toro was singing and running abt. and den he... he ran towards me and smiled at me!! gudness soo sweet rite i was sososo happie den. my heart melted. wooowheewoww! unfortunately i woke up after tt. haishh. was wondering wad was i doing at de bed. oh i was dreaming! i dreamt of energy! fer once man i've been hoping to do so bud to no avail. ydae read sumones blog abt her dreaming of energy and i really dreamt abt them! hahas. dreams can make me feel very happie u noe. as in it allows de impossible to happen. studied lyke 2 chapters of bio and finished my yuwenlianxi. great accomplishment. shall mugmugmug harder later and tmr. youcandoit! gotta go fer dinner and watch helancun. buhbye bloggy. willmissya =)

well rather productive todae. as compared to other daes when i slack so much. when i ged home i jus eat watch tv plae and sleep. i sound so piggish. well tts how my life was fer de past year. its time to buck up and start mugging now. with onli 7 daes to exams? thanks petrina fer reminding me time and again with de nick of hers mann. went to taka ydae. pet wasnt in a good mood. erm tried to cheer her up bud kind of failed. wonder wad happened between her and vann. i mean they are like really close friends and i noe how terrible it is to haf a quarrel with ur veryveryvery close friend. yar i had de experience b4. was realli terrible. felt lyke crying and everything. and no matter wad i do at ani time of de dae it'll jus come to mind and yar de feelings really terrible. newae dunno y bud she manage to cheer up after a walk at de taka toyfair. gudness all de toys r lyke goin at such low prices. and i lyke de door lock thingy!! too bad i dun haf my own room =( cos apparently my sis lykes to steal my stuff and its really irritating. lyke when i need it i carn find it anywhere. and 10 years later i'll find it sumwhere on her table or sumthin. bleahh. sisterss~ pet wanted so much to buy de toy car and she finallyy bought it todae. haha. how funky. spent lyke 1 and de half hours shopping and eating at yoshi. felt kind of guilty when i gort home.

ohnoohno petrinas nick is scaring herself myself and everyone else. sighsigh tts bad. im lyke sighing everydae. and wad am i do wasting my time here? no idea. bud i feel so much betta after blogging. and i guess blogging helps me keep a record of my school life. maebe somedae when i browsed thru wad i had wrote ten years ago i'll be laffing at how childish hahas. oh yea regarding toro's issue. its kinda of confirmed tt toros leaving energy cos it seems lyke he will be appearing at shins concert. hope tt i can win tics fer de tic frm 933 or sumthin. wheee i'll be so happieee. i guess if its really his choice to dan fei den let it be. perhaps things will turn out fer de betta. perhapsperhaps. since its his choice i think we should respect it and nort tok abt whether hes being ungrateful or grateful. y carn peeps just give em sum space? i mean no one would like it if lyke ur every action is being criticised rite. u'll feel so restricted and i dunno it jus makes u feel more depressed i guess. bud still hopefully a miracle will happen. a miracle~ yea wounds heal as time goes isnt it? yea hope it applies to them too. =))

sighsigh now im beginning to wonder whether how i feel for kunda/toro is love or infatuation. loves so complicated and difficult to differentiate. i noe tt it is most probably infatuation since they r jus idols. and im most likely considered a fan? hahas. newaes. im feeling really really worried fer energy now. esp toro and kunda. wonder hows kunda feeling now. heard tt dey had been fwens since high school. which in our case in sec sch. hmm lyke almoz 10 years of friendship. bud im basically putting their needs in front of mine. everything i do everywhere i go i think abt them. abt what they would be doing at this particular point of time how they feel etcetc. its so erm de feelings just so undescribable. i noe deres no such word. ENERGY! mae things go well fer u guys. no matter wad wo dou hui mo mo de zhi ci ni!

ok i thot i wld post wad im gonna complete by tonite heree
and i mus definitely complete em
no more buts or ifs...

1. UN essay -- 7pm - 8pm
2. Emaths Assignment -- 8pm - 8.30pm
3. Pack File -- 8.30 to 9pm
4. Read through Bio -- 9pm to 10pm
5. Complete Bio worksheets -- 10pm to 11pm

*If possible complete yu wen lian xi*

ok tts it